Monday, September 27, 2010

Nothing

It occurred to me last week that I haven't put anything on this blog in a really long time. Sadly, there is really nothing to talk about. We are waiting. Every week I check in with our social worker and every week she tells me there is no movement. What happened to, "hurry up and get your home study done cause you'll be placed immediately" or all those agencies begging us to go with them because they have such a need for families open to AA babies??? It absolutely sucks. I know we will get the perfect girl for us and it will happen on Gods time, not ours. Seriously though--its been 4 months since we finished the home study. Some people didn't think we'd wait 4 days. I'm trying to be patient, I try not to think about it some days, I try to stay positive. I try to think about our friends who have been matched with the most handsome baby boy who are going to meet him next month just to turn around and leave him in Ethiopia for a few more months. I think about the China program we almost went with way back when. We would still have a 3+ year wait if we stuck with that program. Really, 4 months is nothing. We can do it, and it will be so worth it!