Not that kind of call

The phone rang 2 days ago. I picked it up and looked at the caller id. It was the adoption agency. In about a second 50 thoughts went through my head----is it Megan? Does she have a baby for us? What if she is just checking in? No, she checks in by e mail. This must be it. Don't get too excited, it might not be it.... and so on. I picked up the phone and heard, "Hi Jenna, its Megan and this isn't THAT call." CRUSHED!